Please ignore this essay if u don't understand it at all.

Most of my neighbours went home for Easter holiday so that the corridor became very quiet this week. I can't deny that I feel a little bit homesick in such special environment or you can define it as a sense of loneliness. How can I let u know that I even have less interesting in travel cause it means nothing to me without any good friends.

However, I have to admit that I might hurt some guys today even if I can't help to do so. What if I say yes? I reluctant to lie to those guys I do care for. The worse thing to lie is a bad liar. Nobody can lose the power to face himself, the truth gonna hurts our hearts though.

FRIENDS-an excuse or a chance? An excuse to refusing or a chance to developing. To me, "friends" is a joke. A big joke played by God. He convince me to those perfect but impossible affection. Hopelessness kills me every time when I think of the joke.

A wonderful insurance company ad says, our strategy to future is to make sure there is a future. You are free to laugh at me for the sorrow, which i also sneer at myself from the bottom of my heart.